Look Heavenward!

This was a comment I placed on a blog called Paying Attention To The Sky some years ago. I was reading through some old files and I came upon the below poem, which is written along the same lines as the following reflection. I love Creation! It is totally beyond words what God has done for us in giving us this beautiful universe.

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Standing still in fathering darkness

Stars show silent endless space

Moon’s crescent holds heaven’s own

And in our hearts falls love’s whisper

Whose light we see in self surrender

While dark mystery marks man’s weakness

Wonder shows his love

The stars are like angels that give witness to the vast expanse. The expanse, infinite, mysterious, not understood by our natural mind (known of but not about), is like the Father. The sun is like the Son, it shines on us and gives life constantly creating. The sun more than any other star of course bears witness to the darkness (darkness being a descriptor for that which is not known, not evil), revealing Being, so much so and so decisively that it is like the Son, and what is the Son but the revelation of the Father, the perfect expression of the Father. And light himself is like the Holy Spirit, the perfect expression of the Love between the Father and the Son, between the darkness and the sun, the darkness and the stars, the darkness and every just man. The darkness in this way is not an absence of good (as is evil) but rather a presence of unknown, mysterious, Being (dark to us), that being which is revealed by those who bear witness to it in Christ, and who allow the light to transform them into Being from being, Light from light, true God from God-man.

Gaze upon the starry night that you might wonder at the vast expanse, the beyond, that natural reflection of the infinite God, which calls us to live with the Son, in the light that communicates the Divine to each willing heart. Let us not be cast down but gaze heavenward as our minds question the beyond, and hope to gaze upon the face of God.

This reflection in nature is not metaphorical, but actual, a natural representation of the Divine nature (of course distinct from God!) meant by God to inspire in us the question which is only fulfilled in Him, beyond our natural powers. The importance of the sky is greater than perhaps we ever imagined.

I hope for that day when the angels will usher us in, revealing blazing Being in all its expressions, (each bearing witness to the Divine in its own way, essence), into the inner sanctuary of Light and Love, as we gaze upon the one whom our hearts love, and become immersed in that presence for which we had longed, gazing into the dark and distant skies of starry nights.

“For what can be known about God is evident to them, because God made it evident to them. Ever since the creation of the world, his invisible attributes of eternal power and divinity have been able to be understood and perceived in what he has made. As a result, they have no excuse; for although they knew God they did not accord him glory as God or give him thanks. Instead, they became vain in their reasoning, and their senseless minds were darkened. While claiming to be wise, they became fools and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for the likeness of an image of mortal man or of birds or of four-legged animals or of snakes.”

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Of Your Heartbeats, Jesus, And Eternity

I was resting in the doctor’s office room at the urgent care I went to for a physical. The waxy protective paper covered the pillow as well as the bed I was laying on. Rest doesn’t exactly come easy in that environment, but I had to get my blood pressure down a little bit to fulfill the parameters set down for passing the physical. I wasn’t terribly optimistic it would work! I asked Jesus that if it pleased his will he might calm my soul and slow my heart. The more I thought about “just relaxing” the more I felt nervous about not being able to. But then our Lord answered my prayers. As I lay there listening to the beating of my heart a thought entered my mind. In the past I have heard Jesus speak to me in my inner being (not very often!), but it wasn’t exactly like that. I felt like it was more like an inspired thought that Jesus gave me. It went thusly:

Every beat of your heart echoes in the eternity of my love.

Meditating on that calmed me down quite a bit, and then I began to think about the idea. I realized that by virtue of the human heart of God, every beat of every human heart echoes in the eternity of his love. Even those heartbeats spent on and multiplied by rage, lust, envy, vindictiveness, judgment and every kind of sin have been redeemed by Jesus Christ the Son of God. That is the wonderful, beautiful, hopeful, and living part of the story, the part that ought to burn a desire in us to love God with every bit of strength we have left. The other part is so very sad, and it has to do with all of the times we have spent those heartbeats on rejecting his love, and even those who will never again have a chance to turn back to his love on account of having damned themselves to eternal fire. They made their choice, but we can still choose to accept God’s grace by opening our hearts, hearts that sin, but that have been redeemed nonetheless by the sacrificial power of his love, a love into which echoes every beat of every heart living in this whole wild world.

Oh yeah! I passed the test as the next time the nurse came in my blood pressure had dropped dramatically.

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The Most Beautiful Video Ever!

If you don’t know something is sinful when you do it then it is not a sin.

Women who consent to an abortion without knowing what they are doing is wrong do not sin.

But healing is still needed. Just like we need to heal when someone hurts us we need to heal when we hurt someone else without knowing what we are doing.

God is merciful and loving, and he will use every circumstance, no matter how painful, no matter how much we might be hurt by it, as a means to heal our deepest heart where his wounds meet with, merge with, and intermingle with ours, and where the blood and water of his healing grace floods forth from within to heal us.

For healing after an abortion visit http://www.rachelsvineyard.org/ Choose life! Even if abortion has already wounded you!

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Objections Welcome

If you happen to stop by here from time to time I would very much appreciate your objections. I thrive on objections, and if you have it in you to type them out I would be much obliged. I never tied a notion of success (not that I am really intent on success here) on this blog to comments because my best traffic days often yield no comments or very few. But I would love to have more objections.

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Theological Humilities Corrections

I need to correct some errors I made in the Theological Humilities discussion. I confused the order of grace and the order of nature. Once I find some time I will do that and then resume the discussion that has been fruitful for me.

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God Provides Our Every Need

We were going out on a few family outings so I packed my special low carb bread, the kind I need to eat because a lot of carbs are just not good for me. Later on we found ourselves at a kid’s birthday party with free pizza! That pizza called my name, beckoning me to abandon my better judgment! Even though I knew I wouldn’t feel good afterwards I still figured I would have to eat it because there really wasn’t anything else. But then I realized there was a burger place right across the street. I grabbed my trusty bread, went over there and replaced the bun for a healthy meal. As I was making my sandwich it seemed God said to me “see how I provide your every need.” It wasn’t only healthy but delicious and generously portioned.

God’s hand is constantly guiding us and providing for us. Dear Lord, give us eyes to see your many plans for our welfare, your constant attention to our every need, and as we see your hand in our lives help us to abandon our souls to your loving and merciful will.

Give us these moments Lord, even in very small things, these moments of assurance, and thus inspire in us a joy of thanksgiving that begins to express the profundity of your gifts.

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Mary Is The Dawn…

“Jesus is the sun and Mary is the dawn announcing his rising.”

The above is a beautiful recent tweet from Pope Francis.

This tweet’s relevance to the subject of my blog struck me immediately as it concerns the act of announcing Christ to the world. We often think of the Annunciation in terms of the angel announcing the good news to Mary, but Gabriel is not the principal announcer in this scene. Mary is the one who announces, more than anyone else (other than God himself of course), the good news that Jesus has been conceived, born, grown into a man, nailed to a cross, and finally, risen from the tomb. Gabriel simply by the grace of God arranges things in such a way as to make Mary’s announcement possible. Her words of acceptance call God down from heaven, her humility gives the WORD a home in her womb, in her heart and in each of ours. The words of our Beloved Mother give voice to the Word God wishes to speak to us more than any others. That Word is a person even as you and I are persons; his name is Jesus Christ and he is from a little town called Nazareth, his father is named Joseph and his mother is named Mary.

Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord.
May it be done to me according to your word.”
Then the angel departed from her.

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A Word…

According to the mind and will of God there are a thousand reasons for every one thing that happens. We must abandon our lives to the Loving and Merciful Will of God.

The below stained glass might help us understand this. Focus on any one small piece of glass. That small piece, its color and placement, serve a purpose that effects all of the other many thousands of pieces. The interconnectedness of everything that happens is a reality that ought to give us great peace as we meditate on God’s power to save us and sanctify us. And all of the pieces together form a kind of spiral or ladder, a path upward. Most stained glass gives us a feeling of heaven shining down on us, illuminating images that speak to our hearts of spiritual things. This lovely artwork shines down on us but also draws our focus, even our very selves, up into the beauty, purpose, and intention of the spiritual, of God himself.

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Spiritual Minute: Religious People Are In Grave Danger

Are you a cradle Catholic, born into a Christian family? Has God warmed your heart with spiritual experiences on many occasions? Has he dealt generously with you in this way?

If your answer is yes you are in very grave spiritual danger as am I and anyone born into a kind of spiritual prosperity. In Scripture so often the people who fit this description are the people too arrogant to realize their extreme poverty before God so as to open their deepest heart to his purifying graces. Religious people are tempted to pretend as though they have it made, that all they have to do is follow along with the exterior dictates of their religion, and they will reach salvation. The reality is that God calls us to something much deeper, to a realization of our radicalized poverty and wretchedness before God. If we don’t accept this reality we put our souls in grave danger as the experience of spiritual poverty is the only means of receiving the riches of God’s grace.

The pride of the lukewarm religious heart is subtle, perhaps hardly noticeable at times, but more dangerous than anything experienced by people who weren’t born into a religious environment to nourish them. To whom much is given much is expected and those given more graces will be judged with less leniency.

Religion is a very good thing, but lets not be blind to the very challenging circumstances it places us under. Temptations to pride and hypocrisy can easily attract our fallen hearts when we imagine ourselves to be rich and affluent in the spiritual life when in fact we are far from living up to the call of the Cross and Resurrection of Christ, when in fact we are “wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked” (Revelation 3:16-17).

Come Holy Spirit and fill the hearts of your faithful people, and kindle in them the fire of your love. Send forth your Spirit Lord and they shall be created, and you will renew the face of the earth.

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Christmas Winks And Assumption Smiles

A couple of days ago I was getting a strong spiritual message from the Blessed Mother, a message of comfort and assurance in the midst of uncertainty. I was sitting at the kitchen table looking out the windows as a wonderful afternoon rain fell. I was looking at a large concrete statue of the Blessed Mother, and I remember thinking how beautiful she looked. And not only that! She was also smiling. In the moment I made a mental note that I had never seen a statue of the Blessed Mother smile like that. It seems like very few statues have smiling expressions, they all usually have a serious or solemn sort of look. But other than that I didn’t think anything of it thinking that the expression was just peculiar to that statue.

Anyways, in that moment I remembered back to a very special Christmas when I was about twelve years old. Early that morning me (probably no later than 5AM) and my brother who was about eight at the time got up. We were mesmerized by the beauty of the living room where the tree, the creche, and the presents were all wonderfully arrayed. We proceeded to stack all the presents according to who would receive them. Amazingly no one got mad at us for doing that even though we had basically ruined the aesthetic for those who would awake later. A bit later we got thirsty after all of our hard work. We used to drink gallons and gallons of milk so we sat down at the kitchen table, one on each side, and began enjoying a big glass of 2%. All of the sudden out of the corner of my eye I thought I saw the small statue of the Blessed Mother WINK! I turned to my brother and we both said “did you see that!” And then we looked back at the statue which had been placed in the window sill. She winked again as if too leave no doubt in our minds about what she had done! I was a small child but the certainty that the Blessed Mother winked at me and my brother through that statue has never left me even though I forgot for long periods of my life about this silly humorous miracle. Would you believe that Mother Mary has a sense of humor?

So today, the Feast of the Assumption, I was sitting at the kitchen table chair thinking about the nice experience I had a couple of days ago. I looked up at the statue and I saw a normal solemn sort of look. I took a double take because the last time I saw that statue the Blessed Mother had a smiling expression. Then it hit me. Before it was Christmas winks and today it was Assumption smiles. And maybe you are thinking what I started thinking right away, that the way a statute appears to you often depends on your mood. But the more I think back on it, how utterly and completely different the two expressions were, the more I think it may have been a little miracle. But either way I think it was a way for the Blessed Mother to reach me. I think little miracles happen all the time if we have the eyes to see and to accept them.

Anyways, I had been thinking lately how morbidly serious (not that this is a bad thing!) my blog has gotten as of late. I really am not that serious of a person so I hope this adds some joy and levity, seeing as how God Is Humor just as He Is Love. We don’t say God is humorous but rather that He Is Humor, and Justice, Hope, Love and Truth.

God is the I Am Who Am.

Blessed be God.
Blessed be His Holy Name.
Blessed be Jesus Christ, true God and true man.
Blessed be the name of Jesus.
Blessed be His Most Sacred Heart.
Blessed be His Most Precious Blood.
Blessed be Jesus in the Most Holy Sacrament of the Altar.
Blessed be the Holy Spirit, the paraclete.
Blessed be the great Mother of God, Mary most holy.
Blessed be her holy and Immaculate Conception.
Blessed be her glorious Assumption.
Blessed be the name of Mary, Virgin and Mother.
Blessed be Saint Joseph, her most chaste spouse.
Blessed be God in His angels and in His Saints.

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